and growing...
as of tomorrow, i am seven months pregnant. i have twelve weeks left to go. i am not ready to be this far along, but i want this baby to come out and this pregnancy to be over. obviously, pregnancy brings out a lot of conflicting emotions in me. and a lot of other weird things.
my sister-in-law had another precious baby girl on wednesday. when this little guy is born he'll have two cousins already. but they live 250 miles away, so i don't know how much he'll get to see them. i so want him to have a wonderful, close family like i had growing up. surrounded by cousins and aunts and uncles. but my family (and jared's) seem to be moving farther away every year, and i'm scared that he won't have the family i wish for him. how can i get everyone to quit moving away?
